I think I've come to come to conclude that the bareback gang bang bottom scene is just not for me, unless it's to watch. I know some people love the blindfold and anonymous load taking hot young bottom but I've been finding they've become pretty demanding of their environment and load taking and tops and ugh...Its just not my scene.
I decided to sign up for a cum dump blindfold gang bang on BBRT that took place the other day here in LA and it was my first time going to one of those so I didn't know what to expect and I didn't make the mistake of expecting anything grand really, but i found the energy just wasn't that great. I had met the bottom at a previous event and knew about this one coming up. Since I hadn't given him a load at the last event, I promised to hopefully give him one at his little shin-dig. Unfortunately, I found that I like being the top in this situation just as much as last time -....I didn't. He squirmed about too much, bad positioning, his knees hurt when he was in a position that I could get to the point of jizzing in his butthole, but because his knees hurt on a soft bed, he had to go down on his tummy. Just not gonna work.
He's attractive, but he's sorta snobby too. Sometimes I like that or I don't seem to mind it on certain ones. It's good for a laugh after all....those damn Heathers! Who do they think they are!
Anyway, I left that hotel room without giving him a load and feeling like I really don't want to go to those again.
Don't get me wrong, I LOVE groups. I thrive in groups. Mostly cuz everyone's sharing and sometimes I can take a break and stand back and watch all of this and thrive off the energy of people going at it, but sometimes I think, as much of a fantasy of mine it is to be an alone bottom collecting loads from tons of guys, that it's sorta selfish and sometimes those bottoms can just be soooo demanding. I'm not having it. I'd never want to be one of those demanding bottoms and I completely believe in sharing and not restricting others from getting their holes plugged if they want by someone they met at my little event. Soo....I don't think i'll be throwing a gang bang bottom event for myself nor do i think i'll be going to them in the near future.
Anyway, it's hump day and i'm going to a small little group tonight at a buddy's. Maybe i'll get some loads!
haha
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